從你眼睛看著自己 最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契 是明天的指引
無論是遠近 什麼世紀 在天堂擁抱 或荒野流離
我愛你我敢去 未知的任何命運
我愛你我願意 准你來跋扈地決定 世界邊境
偶爾我真的不懂你 又有誰真懂自己
往往兩個人多親密 是透過傷害來證明
像焦慮不安我就任性怕泄漏你怕 所以你生氣
我愛你讓我聽 你的疲憊和恐懼
我愛你我想親 你倔強到極限的心
我撐起所有愛 圍成風雨的禁地
擋狂風豪雨 想讓你喘口氣
被割破的信心 需要時間痊癒
夢想纏著懷疑 未來看不清
就緊緊的擁抱 去傳遞能量和勇氣
我愛你 我愛你我想去
未知的任何命運
我愛你讓我聽 你的疲憊和恐懼
我愛你我想親 你倔強到級限的心
哪裡都一起去 一起仰望星星
一起走出森林 一起品嘗回憶
一起誤會妒忌 一起雨過天晴
一起更懂自己 一起找到意義
我愛你 我不要沒有你
我不能沒有你 絕不能沒有你
Monday, January 31, 2005
Couple Ring
I finally got a pair of couple ring with the guy I love on Saturday 29 Jan 2005. Bought it and engraved it.
The moment I wore the ring, it somehow clears my mind of all doubts I had weeks ago... (Read blog, Dilemma.) The ring has his name engraved on it and his ring has mine. When I put on the ring, my heart simply had a blissful feeling and a feeling of being lucky that I had fell in love with the right guy finally after so many failed relationships.
This ring would last us for another 1 year until 10 May 2006 when I will decide to sign my 'consent' and 'autograph' on the our R.O.M certificate. It would be the day I give up my heart solely for him as well as to put all the unhappiness of history BGR and look forward to a new phrase of my life (married life). On that eventful day, I would promise to love him until the day death do us apart.
This pair of ring would be a temporary wedding band for the both of us to remind us of all the love, patience, care, concern and all the obstacles we had faced during our relationship for the past coming 5 years.
As for him, I know he simply dislikes wearing rings as he thinks that it is an obstruction on his finger. When we started the relationship, I had a hard time persuading him to wear a couple ring, however, he never took it seriously and even lost our first pair of couple ring. But I guess, 3 years later, when he wore the ring on his finger, he also made the same decision that I made to love me all his life and to accept what the future (be it good or bad) may bring into our relationship with me. Hope that he doesn't lose this ring too... : ) Otherwise, I will really kill him!
Anyway, now we wear this pair of couple 24/7 unless we necessarily need to remove it. May God bless our relationship to last 1314-3344-9394.
I Love Jeff...
The moment I wore the ring, it somehow clears my mind of all doubts I had weeks ago... (Read blog, Dilemma.) The ring has his name engraved on it and his ring has mine. When I put on the ring, my heart simply had a blissful feeling and a feeling of being lucky that I had fell in love with the right guy finally after so many failed relationships.
This ring would last us for another 1 year until 10 May 2006 when I will decide to sign my 'consent' and 'autograph' on the our R.O.M certificate. It would be the day I give up my heart solely for him as well as to put all the unhappiness of history BGR and look forward to a new phrase of my life (married life). On that eventful day, I would promise to love him until the day death do us apart.
This pair of ring would be a temporary wedding band for the both of us to remind us of all the love, patience, care, concern and all the obstacles we had faced during our relationship for the past coming 5 years.
As for him, I know he simply dislikes wearing rings as he thinks that it is an obstruction on his finger. When we started the relationship, I had a hard time persuading him to wear a couple ring, however, he never took it seriously and even lost our first pair of couple ring. But I guess, 3 years later, when he wore the ring on his finger, he also made the same decision that I made to love me all his life and to accept what the future (be it good or bad) may bring into our relationship with me. Hope that he doesn't lose this ring too... : ) Otherwise, I will really kill him!
Anyway, now we wear this pair of couple 24/7 unless we necessarily need to remove it. May God bless our relationship to last 1314-3344-9394.
I Love Jeff...
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
A Song That Brings Tears To My Eyes
I SWEAR
i swear by the the moon and the stars in the sky
and i swear like the shadow that's by your side
i see the questions in your eyes
i know what's weighing on your mind
you can be sure i know my part
'cause i stand beside you through the years
you'll only cry those happy tears
and though i make mistakes
i'll never break your heart
and i swear by the moon
and the stars in the sky i'll be there
i swear like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there for better or worse
till death do us part
i'll love you with every beat of my heart
and i swear i'll give you every thing i can
i'll build your dreams with these two hands
we'll hang some memories on the wall
and when (and when) just the two of us are there
you won't have to ask if i still care
'cause as the time changes the page
my love won't ever age at all
and i swear (i swear) by the moon
and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there)
i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there (i'll be there) for better or worse
till death do us part
i'll love you with every single beat of my heart and i swear
and i swear (i swear) by the moon
and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there)
i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there (i'll be there) for better or worse (better or worse)
till death do us part i'll love you with every single beat of my heart
i swear i swear i swear
-All 4 One-
Monday, January 24, 2005
Dilemma
After witnessing one of colleague's breaking up with her first love and on how she is still clinging onto the fond memories of him, made me feel somewhat vulnerable again. It just made me think of 'him' as well as some sort miss 'him'.
Well... It has already been so many years since I broke off with my first love. Now, nearly 8 years later, I am in a very fulfilling relationship and very much love with my current boyfriend. But why am I still frequently thinking of 'him'? Is this normal? Sounds very illogical and contradicting... How can I be thinking of 'him' when I am another relationship years later? Am I betraying the love of my current boyfriend?
I keep constantly telling my that colleague not to waste her time thinking of her first love, especially when he ain't worthy of her. However, when it comes to myself, I can't help myself but to think of 'him', I even do dream of 'him' in my sleep... I wonder why I am still thinking of 'him' when I doubt 'he' even do remember our relationship. I also presume that 'he' doesn't miss me too. It is one-sided and even after so many years, I don't understand why I still think of 'him'.
On the other hand, I really do love my boyfriend, so much so that I am also willing to R.O.M with him on 10 May 2006. I am in this relationship for nearly 5 years now. Very much in love with my boyfriend... This relationship seems so sweet and everlasting...
But don't tell me 5 years of relationship with my boyfriend is incomparable to the relationship I had with 'him' 8 years ago which only lasted for 1 and a half months???
Well... It has already been so many years since I broke off with my first love. Now, nearly 8 years later, I am in a very fulfilling relationship and very much love with my current boyfriend. But why am I still frequently thinking of 'him'? Is this normal? Sounds very illogical and contradicting... How can I be thinking of 'him' when I am another relationship years later? Am I betraying the love of my current boyfriend?
I keep constantly telling my that colleague not to waste her time thinking of her first love, especially when he ain't worthy of her. However, when it comes to myself, I can't help myself but to think of 'him', I even do dream of 'him' in my sleep... I wonder why I am still thinking of 'him' when I doubt 'he' even do remember our relationship. I also presume that 'he' doesn't miss me too. It is one-sided and even after so many years, I don't understand why I still think of 'him'.
On the other hand, I really do love my boyfriend, so much so that I am also willing to R.O.M with him on 10 May 2006. I am in this relationship for nearly 5 years now. Very much in love with my boyfriend... This relationship seems so sweet and everlasting...
But don't tell me 5 years of relationship with my boyfriend is incomparable to the relationship I had with 'him' 8 years ago which only lasted for 1 and a half months???
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Mythical Spirit
Unique, mystical, insightful and beautiful. You are a Snow spirit. Mysterious and alluring you
naturally attract people to you, you are like a
people magnet even though you most often wish
to be alone. Your love for cold climates and
snow has given you an insight into the beauty
few see. While most see bland white you see a
forest or blanket of sparkling white beauty. To
you, life is something precious and you intend
to figure out its mysteries. You are very
mature and don't waste your intelligence on
childish games or people not worth your time
which can make you seem arrogant at times but
you are really just intent on saving your time
for better things. Your soul is very beautiful
if not a little shut up, you keep your emotions
hidden from everyone and therefore they don't
know what your capable of. You are a living
fantasy.
.::=What type of Mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Saturday, January 15, 2005
Season
You are a spring. You are very mellow most of the
time except for the caffeine season (which is
year round) but you are also a very nice
person. When people tick you off though God
better save them. LOL You are a fairly
sociable person because people know you won't
get mad too easy or seem to. But you are a very
nice person over all. ^-^
What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics)
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Monday, January 10, 2005
1 More Week...
Finally, 1 more week before I start work again. Kinda have mixed feelings about it. A bit of relieved, happy, worried and sianz...
Relieved- finally my boring days of staying at home or idling my time away aimlessly has ended.
Happy- I can meet my colleagues again and go back doing the work I enjoy.
Worried- about new changes, adapting back to working life and shift work.
Sianz- no more carefree timing, cannot sleep until 11am or 12am, no more weekends free time and lastly less time spend 'dating'.
But I guess, this is life. Everyone needs to work to earn money for survival as well as to balance life's ups and downs.
Relieved- finally my boring days of staying at home or idling my time away aimlessly has ended.
Happy- I can meet my colleagues again and go back doing the work I enjoy.
Worried- about new changes, adapting back to working life and shift work.
Sianz- no more carefree timing, cannot sleep until 11am or 12am, no more weekends free time and lastly less time spend 'dating'.
But I guess, this is life. Everyone needs to work to earn money for survival as well as to balance life's ups and downs.
Saturday, January 08, 2005
If I Were A Fairy... (Like Real)
You are like the snow fairy, she is very beautiful,
she has the power to make things beautiful, but
She is sometimes quite selfish, and spends most
of the time she should be using her magic
staring at her self in the mirror. Other than
the fact that she is vain and selfish. She is
a nice person, when she IS actually using her
magic, her powers are great, and she is very
helpful. Well that's most of the tings about
the snow fairy, can you relate to some of them?
You probably can, because that is what this
quiz is for!
**The ultimate Fairy quiz**(anime pics!) for girls, but if you are a guy you can take it too! !**being improved more**!
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Thursday, January 06, 2005
Girlfriend...
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Koolz
Water Goddess
What Elemental Goddess Are You? (Earth, Fire, Wind, Water) + Pictures +
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Monday, January 03, 2005
When I Am Dead
If I left this world tomorrow, would anyone even care?
If I was never seen again, would you notice I wasn't there?
If my heart stopped beating in my chest,
And I laid down for that final rest
Would anyone hold my memory in there hearts, so dear?
Would anyone even shed a tear?
Knowing that I was nothing but part of your past,
And this glimpse of me would be your last.
Would you sit and think of the fun memories we did share?
Would you break down when you became aware,
That all those happy memories would be
The only thing you had left of me...
If I was never seen again, would you notice I wasn't there?
If my heart stopped beating in my chest,
And I laid down for that final rest
Would anyone hold my memory in there hearts, so dear?
Would anyone even shed a tear?
Knowing that I was nothing but part of your past,
And this glimpse of me would be your last.
Would you sit and think of the fun memories we did share?
Would you break down when you became aware,
That all those happy memories would be
The only thing you had left of me...
Working...
*sigh*
2 weeks more before I head back to work wearing my green uniform. It has been 1mth already since my operation. My wounds should be healing quite well by now.
I feel so lazy and bored being at home. Pretty looking forward to 17 Jan 2005, so that I can go back to work.
Used to dread going to work, used to complain how tedious and how F.O.N some patients are. Used to hope to be given a good long break from work to relax as well as to de-stress. However, now I am hoping to go back to work. Missed all my colleagues, signing off reports and passing report...
Not only has staying away from work made me so bored and restless, it made me fatter and chubbier. I can't go to gym, swim or even exercise! Thus, eating and not working out makes me gain weight... Wonder if my uniform would still fit me or not? Wonder if my colleagues would be glad that I am back to work? Wonder if I would be able to get used to working life again? Wonder if my Laprotomy wound would bring me anymore troubles when I start work? (It still gives me problems on and off.) So many questions, so little answers...
2 weeks more before I head back to work wearing my green uniform. It has been 1mth already since my operation. My wounds should be healing quite well by now.
I feel so lazy and bored being at home. Pretty looking forward to 17 Jan 2005, so that I can go back to work.
Used to dread going to work, used to complain how tedious and how F.O.N some patients are. Used to hope to be given a good long break from work to relax as well as to de-stress. However, now I am hoping to go back to work. Missed all my colleagues, signing off reports and passing report...
Not only has staying away from work made me so bored and restless, it made me fatter and chubbier. I can't go to gym, swim or even exercise! Thus, eating and not working out makes me gain weight... Wonder if my uniform would still fit me or not? Wonder if my colleagues would be glad that I am back to work? Wonder if I would be able to get used to working life again? Wonder if my Laprotomy wound would bring me anymore troubles when I start work? (It still gives me problems on and off.) So many questions, so little answers...
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