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My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been fooled before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

Chorus:
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Who want my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Who want my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Who want my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love


I wouldn't be updating my blog for the next 10 days due to bad planning of my duty roster. *sigh*
Mood now: angry, upset, depressed and confused

Like I Care

What is meant to be mine, will ultimately be mine.
What is not meant to be mine, will never be mine.
Whom I am in love with in the past, is the past.
Whom I am in love with now, is my present.
The past and the present will not be confused as one.
But it is the past that I learnt to treasure the present.
It is the present that make me know my past mistake.
It is the present that makes me look forward to the possible future.
All I can say is...
Take care my past and all the best to my future.
Thanks to my past that I am having a great present.
Thanks to my present that I am going to look forward to a better future.

For those who don't understand... kindly just ignore the above entry and pretend that I have gone insane.
For those who understand... kindly stop mixing my past with my present and my future. Haha!

Wafers

Haha... yesterday and today I am so sinful...
Yesterday, had a nice lunch with Chung Woon with Sirloin Steak and Haagen Daz. Then later in the evening, had teppanyaki and Gelato with Baku...
Today, later I am meeting Geraldine for wafers at half price at Gelare. All I had to do was to tempt her by saying I am looking for someone to eat wafers with me and she couldn't resist it. Anyway, this is my mei Geraldine most of the time so 'on' to go out with me. Love her to bits! So funny also!

Oh yeah, Chung Woon, nice to have met up with you before you were flying off. If not I wouldn't get to meet you until at least 1year later as you wouldn't be back until next year. I am so glad that we could finally find time to catch up with each other although what we had were so sinful. Lolx. Hope to see you soon.

Post ND

Haha, survived my night with every night of FON and irritating patients. However, I am too tired to type every single event that had happened so summarised:

1) Patient sleeping naked with her close male friend. Husband at home and doesn't mind his wife being naked with another man.
2) Patient said he saw 'ghost' and hallucinated stuff.
3) Same patient; same story...

Anyway, anyone heard of Queen Crab? It does exist! Evidence shown at the side. Photo snapped in Phillipines.

Sleep Deprivation

I been feeling like this cartoon fish above. Losing sleep. Haven't been sleeping well lately. I am not my usual self waking up at 11am or sometimes even 2pm. Instead, I am like waking up at 9am or 8am. This bothers me! I hate it... I am freaking tired when I wake up but my eyes just won't close back and allow me to sleep again. Guess, this is the horrid part of my PMS signs and symptoms

Anyway, on a bright note, I would be on night duty from tonight onwards until Sunday. Haha, this means more money earned. However, I am kind of feelings unwell due to the sleep deprivation, hope I can 'survive' this night duty.

Valentines' Day

What are the fulfilling things I did on yesterday:
1) Collected my digital camera
2) Collected my can of Buddha Jump Over The Wall and Abalone
3) Ate half of the abalone for lunch
4) Had Rhumba Frappucino from Starbucks
5) Collected my newly made spectacles


What are the horrible things that I encountered yesterday:
1) Recieved a bouquet of fishy smelling rose and worst of all, poor colour combination of pink roses with GREEN wrapper.
2) Untasteful dinner at Billy Bombers
3) Did not manage to eat my Haagen Daz ice cream
4) Mei Wombat didn't cook me my CHICKEN RICE as she promised... She broke her date... LOL! But it is ok, at least she did me proud by passing her Shatec 'exam' with good comments.

ROM feelings

1) Bulimic (due to trying to lose weight)
2) Nauseaous (due to trying to lose weight)
3) Stressful (all the $$)
4) Nervous (not sure how things would go)
5) Anxious (not sure if things would go smoothly)
6) Worried (not sure if I would be happy in the marrige)
7) Fearful (divorce?)
8) Excited (of course, duh?)
9) Happy (marrying the guy who loves me so much)
10) Confused (am I making the right decision)
11) Upset (he is not at all excited)
12) Disappointed (he is like un-interested in the ROM, still thinking we still have lots of time to do last minute stuff)

ROM Filing Successful

Okie. Finally, 3 months to my ROM and I have successfully filed for our ROM already.
I will be updating those whom we feel that we would like them to share this joyous occasion with us. Whether we would be holding a buffet celebration would be a different matter and invitation would be done at a later date. Hee hee...
In the meantime, I can finally sleep in peace knowing the we have gotten the date that we wanted for. Thank God!

Finally Computer Back.

1) Recently, my house computer has been corrupted by some virus and now it is finally back with us. Had to re-format the computer. That would explain why I have not updated my blog for quite some time

2) At work, NM Chan has been 'arrowing' me to do some useless, time consuming stuff. Wonder why she is always trying to find fault with all her nurses... She has also been kind of in a bad mood recently, nagging and 'scolding' us over small issues.

3) I am also having sleep disturbance over the ROM issue. I worried about not being to efile the ROM date. I know I will have to efile on 10 Feb 2006 at the strike of midnight. However, I am still afraid of not being able to get the right time or even no space for us to ROM. Baku says it is okie as even if we are unable to get the ROM done at ROM building, we could always get a JP to do it for us outside. But, finding the JP and stuff is kind of troublesome as well as time consuming. Anyway, that is my Baku alright, always so calm and SBC (simply boh chup) even when it comes to important stuff.

4) I bought myself a new Samsung phone as my old Nokia crashed and 'died' on me. Now I am freaking broke even though the Lunar New Year collection has almost ended. But still the collection is not enough to compensate on the amount I spent on this new phone.

5) I promised my 'mei mei' to bring her for claypot rice soon, but I haven't found a good place for her to dine in. I am such a failure...