I have just been given two days MC due to backache. Been told by the doctor that I have a slight Scoliosis. So sad... That means I won't be able to attend Kyreen's farewell party in the ward. Baku says he want me to follow the doctor's orders and rest at home more. Of course, I know that he cares for me, that is why he forbids me to going back to the ward tomorrow...
Actually, I don't know if it is a blessing in disguise that I have my MC or not... Firstly, of course I am happy that I can get to rest but run the risk of NM Chan's nagging and counselling. Secondly, I wouldn't get to see Kyreen for the last time as my colleague and I know that I would miss her very much. I fear that if I go tomorrow, I may tear uncontrollably and reveal my true self to my other colleagues.
Anyway, Kyreen, if you are reading this entry: I wish you all the best in your new department and don't forget to date me out when you are free. Plus, don't forget to visit Ward 11 when you are free. Keep in touch via MSN and SMS ok? Take care! Will miss you lots, the ward would be duller without your presence for me to ventilate all my frustrations that I have with 'old virgin' and the other person who always never fail to irritate me with her hyper-stress behaviour but never produce any results. (I'm sure you know who it is.)
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Thursday, July 27, 2006
NM Chan So Sick
Recently, our ward tap water has been tested to confirm that the tap water is contaminated and not fit for consumption. Thus, we have been advised not to drink or serve water from the tap anymore.
Wonder if NM Chan has been poisoned by that water? Heard that she is having very bad diarrhoea until she had to go A&E for I/V hydration. She is currently on MC until next monday. Wow! I was also told by Morin that her faeces looked like coke. *gross* Anyway, Morin also said that NM Chan shitted on her bed in the middle night and had to wake up to wash the bed linen and her panty. Sounds very funny... I know I am very mean to be laughing at her. But well, I feel this is probably her retribution for being such a mean supervisor to us. Moreover, when I was admitted to CGH for diarrhoea also she didn't even sound empathetic and sounded suspicious like as if I faked it. Now it is time for her to feel how I felt that time. Good. Teach her a lesson.
I went for my job interview at Recruit Express today. I think I can forget about Joey and her company already. So unreliable! Recruit Express staff, Sherry, said she would apply for KKH, CGH, Raffles and SATA for me. Awaiting her good news then. In the meanwhile, peeps please pray hard for me that I can find a good job and stable one too. Don't wish to change job anymore if the next job offer is good.
Wonder if NM Chan has been poisoned by that water? Heard that she is having very bad diarrhoea until she had to go A&E for I/V hydration. She is currently on MC until next monday. Wow! I was also told by Morin that her faeces looked like coke. *gross* Anyway, Morin also said that NM Chan shitted on her bed in the middle night and had to wake up to wash the bed linen and her panty. Sounds very funny... I know I am very mean to be laughing at her. But well, I feel this is probably her retribution for being such a mean supervisor to us. Moreover, when I was admitted to CGH for diarrhoea also she didn't even sound empathetic and sounded suspicious like as if I faked it. Now it is time for her to feel how I felt that time. Good. Teach her a lesson.
I went for my job interview at Recruit Express today. I think I can forget about Joey and her company already. So unreliable! Recruit Express staff, Sherry, said she would apply for KKH, CGH, Raffles and SATA for me. Awaiting her good news then. In the meanwhile, peeps please pray hard for me that I can find a good job and stable one too. Don't wish to change job anymore if the next job offer is good.
Monday, July 24, 2006
My New Handphone
My new handphone with 3G functions. Very expensive eh. My jaw almost dropped when I heard the price of it. Bought it 'cause it is light and is silver in colour... *heartache*
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Post Night Duty
OMG, I am so tired. Completed my night duty with a very eventful night or should I say morning...
Came to work to recieve a call from my nagging ward NM to ask me for a memo on a OCD patient's relative who totally refused patient to be admitted to our cabin ward 2 nights ago. This OCD relative decided to write in a complaint on A&E staff for not informing her of cabin condition and that it was used for isolation. So what the f*** has got to do with me or my other staff of the ward! That brainless NM had to ask Nur, Lili and me to write a memo to explain how and why that patient insist on going back to A&E observation ward then to be in my ward while awaiting bed in the the main block. My NM is really a a** covering freak, every single issue that she encounter she will ask the respective person to type her a memo. She always believe in the memo writting system... So troublesome but we are writting our memos just to back herself up and to make it seemed it wasn't her fault except ours...
6am, patient in Rm 13 was breathless and Spo2 was 81% despite being on 4L/min oxygen. I increased the oxygen to 6L/min and the Spo2 only increased to 88%-89%. Not to forget patient was shivering vigouriously but no sign of fever. (By the way, he got admitted for severe pneumonia and in my opinion he is not fit for being in my ward if he can anytime de-sat.) Dr was called in to see him and suggested to give 50% O2, the Spo2 increased to 92-93% after 2 humidifier was used. The first one burst on me, making me all wet and the second one had a very piercing whistling noise so much so that I had to find the leakage and fix it.
When I thought I had finally settled to pass report at 7am...
7.10am, Rm2 patient decided to climb out of bed and landed on the floor. When Anqi, Bindu and me entered his room, all he said was 'ja-tok' (fall in malay). *shit* For all times he decided to climb out of bed and he has his right leg amputated!!!! Why can't patients use their brains and be more obedient to the fall precaution? Don't they know that they can be a pain in the a** when they fall just because of their stubborness? Not only do they injure themselves, they create more trouble for the nurses who takes care of them!
Anyway, we helped this patient back to bed, asked him why he climbed out of bed and check him for any physical injuries or any bruises. Luckily, no physical injuries and this patient didn't answer our questions for on why he decided to be 'superman with no leg'. The night and morning NM was called in to see this patient and to file for RMS...
It was until the night NM came did the the patient confessed that he actually didn't fall but climbed out of bed to off the TV, realized he was legless and held on tightly to the bed rails before sitting himself on the floor. He denied any fall even after repeated questioning. Stupid fellow!!!
So luckily, I need not enter RMS as he denies fall but had to write a long, long report just to protect myself and to cover my a**...
Finally went home at 8.30am in the morning, for the first time I have ever stayed in the ward after my night duty until so late. I am normally out of the ward by 7.40am latest... So freaking drained and tired...
Came home and slept for 3 hours and now I am up again... Hopefully, can rest well tonight. Night Duty finally over...
Came to work to recieve a call from my nagging ward NM to ask me for a memo on a OCD patient's relative who totally refused patient to be admitted to our cabin ward 2 nights ago. This OCD relative decided to write in a complaint on A&E staff for not informing her of cabin condition and that it was used for isolation. So what the f*** has got to do with me or my other staff of the ward! That brainless NM had to ask Nur, Lili and me to write a memo to explain how and why that patient insist on going back to A&E observation ward then to be in my ward while awaiting bed in the the main block. My NM is really a a** covering freak, every single issue that she encounter she will ask the respective person to type her a memo. She always believe in the memo writting system... So troublesome but we are writting our memos just to back herself up and to make it seemed it wasn't her fault except ours...
6am, patient in Rm 13 was breathless and Spo2 was 81% despite being on 4L/min oxygen. I increased the oxygen to 6L/min and the Spo2 only increased to 88%-89%. Not to forget patient was shivering vigouriously but no sign of fever. (By the way, he got admitted for severe pneumonia and in my opinion he is not fit for being in my ward if he can anytime de-sat.) Dr was called in to see him and suggested to give 50% O2, the Spo2 increased to 92-93% after 2 humidifier was used. The first one burst on me, making me all wet and the second one had a very piercing whistling noise so much so that I had to find the leakage and fix it.
When I thought I had finally settled to pass report at 7am...
7.10am, Rm2 patient decided to climb out of bed and landed on the floor. When Anqi, Bindu and me entered his room, all he said was 'ja-tok' (fall in malay). *shit* For all times he decided to climb out of bed and he has his right leg amputated!!!! Why can't patients use their brains and be more obedient to the fall precaution? Don't they know that they can be a pain in the a** when they fall just because of their stubborness? Not only do they injure themselves, they create more trouble for the nurses who takes care of them!
Anyway, we helped this patient back to bed, asked him why he climbed out of bed and check him for any physical injuries or any bruises. Luckily, no physical injuries and this patient didn't answer our questions for on why he decided to be 'superman with no leg'. The night and morning NM was called in to see this patient and to file for RMS...
It was until the night NM came did the the patient confessed that he actually didn't fall but climbed out of bed to off the TV, realized he was legless and held on tightly to the bed rails before sitting himself on the floor. He denied any fall even after repeated questioning. Stupid fellow!!!
So luckily, I need not enter RMS as he denies fall but had to write a long, long report just to protect myself and to cover my a**...
Finally went home at 8.30am in the morning, for the first time I have ever stayed in the ward after my night duty until so late. I am normally out of the ward by 7.40am latest... So freaking drained and tired...
Came home and slept for 3 hours and now I am up again... Hopefully, can rest well tonight. Night Duty finally over...
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Birthday For Zhihao
Gave a birthday treat for my cousin who would be turning 15 on 20 July 2006. Brought him to Shatec Rosette for the dinner treat. Guess he was kind of uneasy about the setting and ambience. He told me that it was his first time dining in at such a 'high-class' restaurant. I replied that everyone has his/her first time in everything he/she does, so just take this dining experience to learn some fine dining skills like what was taught in school in social ettique classes.
He was very funny and of course fumbled every now and then but I guess it was the first time I ever dine with him alone after being his cousin for nearly 15 years. We also had a little chit-chat about school and his life.
From young, I had been taking care of him. I carried him to find his mummy everytime he cried after his afternoon nap when he was still a toddler. I fed him his meals whenever his mum got tired to chasing him around to feed him and I end up finishing his food when he said he was too full to eat up the rest of the few mouthfuls. In the end, he got all praises for finishing his food when I was actually the one who ate his un-finished food. I remembered since he was still a baby, I would save up my pocket money to buy him birthday and christmas presents. It has been a 'practice' since I was young until now. Sounds biased right? Yes, I also do agree that I very biased towards my this cousin and I do dot on him a lot. Just don't why...
Anyway, I watching him now as an adolescent I am also happy for him. At least, he did not turn out to be a 'beng-ster' or go astray and has a bright future planned out for him. I am glad that he turn out to someone unlike me, who almost became a 'lian' and cannot be bothered to study hard during my secondary school years as well as attract all the un-necessary attention that led me to no good.
Happy Birthday Zhihao! I am proud of you! Keep up all the good work to continue studying hard and be someone in the future that your parents would be proud of, ok? *winks*
He was very funny and of course fumbled every now and then but I guess it was the first time I ever dine with him alone after being his cousin for nearly 15 years. We also had a little chit-chat about school and his life.
From young, I had been taking care of him. I carried him to find his mummy everytime he cried after his afternoon nap when he was still a toddler. I fed him his meals whenever his mum got tired to chasing him around to feed him and I end up finishing his food when he said he was too full to eat up the rest of the few mouthfuls. In the end, he got all praises for finishing his food when I was actually the one who ate his un-finished food. I remembered since he was still a baby, I would save up my pocket money to buy him birthday and christmas presents. It has been a 'practice' since I was young until now. Sounds biased right? Yes, I also do agree that I very biased towards my this cousin and I do dot on him a lot. Just don't why...
Anyway, I watching him now as an adolescent I am also happy for him. At least, he did not turn out to be a 'beng-ster' or go astray and has a bright future planned out for him. I am glad that he turn out to someone unlike me, who almost became a 'lian' and cannot be bothered to study hard during my secondary school years as well as attract all the un-necessary attention that led me to no good.
Happy Birthday Zhihao! I am proud of you! Keep up all the good work to continue studying hard and be someone in the future that your parents would be proud of, ok? *winks*
Sunday, July 16, 2006
My Cute Rascal
Nothing beats looking at this lil' rascal of mine...
Anyway, new pix uploaded... Go have at look ok? Haha!
Thursday, July 13, 2006
She's Back...
'Old virgin' is back once again from her leave. That means from for the next 2 days, work would be like living hell... She will cause chaos and make all our lives difficult. How I wish she could be on leave permernantly or better still get his a$$ fired.
Going on night duty during the mass sparrow-hawk mock practice for bird flu. Heard it is nation-wide. Wonder how true and how Singaporeans will actually react to this mock practice? Will they shun us nurses again like during the SARS period? Will they disregard the practice or will they take the practice seriously and be all K.S?
Haven't found a new back-up job. Seems like no one wants to hire me... Nurses are not wanted in Singapore... So sad! Wonder how long more I can tolerate the nonsense of 'old virgin'. She tries to fault with me everytime I do the slightest mistake and want to 'counsel' me for being sick. Then if I am unwell and come to work, I cannot concentrate well and commit errors again, she will scold me yet again. Thus, take MC wrong, come to work also wrong. As if she is correct everytime. Wonder how she ever got promoted to being a NM and who was the stupid idiot who recommended her for the promotion. Eyes got stamp!
Going on night duty during the mass sparrow-hawk mock practice for bird flu. Heard it is nation-wide. Wonder how true and how Singaporeans will actually react to this mock practice? Will they shun us nurses again like during the SARS period? Will they disregard the practice or will they take the practice seriously and be all K.S?
Haven't found a new back-up job. Seems like no one wants to hire me... Nurses are not wanted in Singapore... So sad! Wonder how long more I can tolerate the nonsense of 'old virgin'. She tries to fault with me everytime I do the slightest mistake and want to 'counsel' me for being sick. Then if I am unwell and come to work, I cannot concentrate well and commit errors again, she will scold me yet again. Thus, take MC wrong, come to work also wrong. As if she is correct everytime. Wonder how she ever got promoted to being a NM and who was the stupid idiot who recommended her for the promotion. Eyes got stamp!
Monday, July 10, 2006
World Cup Finals 2006
Just waiting for the finals of the World Cup to start at 0150hrs. I will watching it without my Baku as he needs to wake up early for work later. Anyway, he is also kind of disappointed that his much supported team, Brazil, is not even in the 3rd place. Never thought that I would ever be such a fanatic to stay up and watch the finals between Italy and France. I am not a soccer fan by nature so I didn't expect myself to be sacrificing my sleep just to watch this final match.
Most of the people I know are rooting for Italy to win the cup, for me, I am guessing that France will win, afterall they did win the World Cup in 1998. So well, just wait and see...
10 July 2006 also marks me being married for 2 months already. So far, married life ain't as different as single life (before I married Baku). It is the same except for the wedding band on my left, fourth finger to 'remind' me of my status and promise made to Baku on 10 May 2006. I thought married life would be more exciting and romantic or maybe slightly different from being boy-girlfriend life. But I guess I am wrong. Few people told me that I am feeling this way maybe because Baku and I are haven't gone through the customary wedding and plus, we are still pretty much living with our parents, thus, there won't be any difference. Also it may also be due to the fact that we are not playing the roles of husband and wife as yet as we don't see the need to at the moment.
Looks like life will really be more exciting after 10 May 2008... Still then, I shall TKK and WLL...
Most of the people I know are rooting for Italy to win the cup, for me, I am guessing that France will win, afterall they did win the World Cup in 1998. So well, just wait and see...
10 July 2006 also marks me being married for 2 months already. So far, married life ain't as different as single life (before I married Baku). It is the same except for the wedding band on my left, fourth finger to 'remind' me of my status and promise made to Baku on 10 May 2006. I thought married life would be more exciting and romantic or maybe slightly different from being boy-girlfriend life. But I guess I am wrong. Few people told me that I am feeling this way maybe because Baku and I are haven't gone through the customary wedding and plus, we are still pretty much living with our parents, thus, there won't be any difference. Also it may also be due to the fact that we are not playing the roles of husband and wife as yet as we don't see the need to at the moment.
Looks like life will really be more exciting after 10 May 2008... Still then, I shall TKK and WLL...
Friday, July 07, 2006
Invincible
I don't have nerves of steel
I have a heart that feels
I may have cried a million tears but I wont drown
I let myself unfold
Gave you my hand to hold
You took me beyond where I could see
And then you let go of me...
Chorus:
I was damaged by the fall
Got the wind knocked out of me
To be standing here at all
I must be invincible
I thought that I would break
But now I have come to see
Something strong and beautiful
Inside of me
I must be invincible...
I dont have X-rays eyes
Don't have a heart so wise
How could I have known you'd let me down
If I had known that then
my eyes are wide open
I still believe I would've missed it
Ahh... its a blessing and a curse
Ahh... But you find out just what you've worth
I have a heart that feels
I may have cried a million tears but I wont drown
I let myself unfold
Gave you my hand to hold
You took me beyond where I could see
And then you let go of me...
Chorus:
I was damaged by the fall
Got the wind knocked out of me
To be standing here at all
I must be invincible
I thought that I would break
But now I have come to see
Something strong and beautiful
Inside of me
I must be invincible...
I dont have X-rays eyes
Don't have a heart so wise
How could I have known you'd let me down
If I had known that then
my eyes are wide open
I still believe I would've missed it
Ahh... its a blessing and a curse
Ahh... But you find out just what you've worth
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Our Amazing Brains
O lny srmat poelpe can raed tihs. cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs psas it on !!
Monday, July 03, 2006
Drunk Nurses
Yes.. title says it all...
Kyreen cooked dinner of pasta with red wine beef sauce and 3 SNs got kind of drunk after eating the dinner. Mind you, we are still on duty eh. So u can imagine, SNs who had the effects of alcohol still working trying to concentrate. LOLx, poor EN Siti had to tolerate the nonsense of her 3 SNs.
I even told Siti that if there was an resus needed, she will have to do so herself as all the SNs had their mind 'clouded' with the effects of alcohol as much as that they wouldn't be rationalizing properly. Haha.
In conclusion, nice dinner and thank you Kyreen for the dinner but please no more red wine or even beer... Maybe Baileys...
Kyreen cooked dinner of pasta with red wine beef sauce and 3 SNs got kind of drunk after eating the dinner. Mind you, we are still on duty eh. So u can imagine, SNs who had the effects of alcohol still working trying to concentrate. LOLx, poor EN Siti had to tolerate the nonsense of her 3 SNs.
I even told Siti that if there was an resus needed, she will have to do so herself as all the SNs had their mind 'clouded' with the effects of alcohol as much as that they wouldn't be rationalizing properly. Haha.
In conclusion, nice dinner and thank you Kyreen for the dinner but please no more red wine or even beer... Maybe Baileys...
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Four Leaf Clover
I realized that nowadays, these four leaf clover are the latest craze together with Voodoo Dolls. I have a Voodoo Doll myself now, kindly sponsored by Missy Kyreen. She bought for me from Malaysia so that in case that 'old virgin' decide to irritate us (Kyreen, Lili and Me), our Voodoo Dolls will combine power and send a curse on 'old virgin'. Muah, haha! *evil grin*
Anyway, my next aim is to get this four leaf clover as it is said to bring luck and happiness. The four leaves represent Love, Hope, Faith and Luck. I will need all these elements recently.
Love: From the people around and close to me
Hope: To find a new working environment soon that lets me work office hours
Faith: To believe that my marriage would work out nicely and that I would be fertile enough to gave a junior in few years time
Luck: To ensure a safe distance from the nagging of 'old virgin' as well as to be lucky enough to find happiness in whatever I do in the future.
I also got myself a Nohohon Hello Kitty recently from Plaza Singapura. It is said to help one relax by looking at it nod its head repeatedly by using the solar energy. In my opinion, the Nohohon is actually good as it bores you instead when you look at it nodding non stop. However, my Nohonhon moves it head side-ways... Lolz, also good in boring me to snooze land whenever I suffer from insomnia. So if anyone who suffers from perpetual insomnia like me, I would suggest you to get the Nohohon and doze yourself to la-la land.
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