Happy New Year

Guess this would be last post of the year. Not very looking forward to 2007 as I know it would be just another boring year. Thus, only hoping that it would go by faster and 2008 would arrive soon.
Sharon said she would like to meet me on 3rd January when I go back to work as I have taken MC today. I am really unsatisfied that I would need to see her just because I am on a day MC. Other of my colleagues can take up to one week of MC and still pass her probation. I am only entitled to 2 days of weekend off after 3 months of service while another new-comer has 3 days of weekend off just after 2 months of service. How unfair! Just because I am her preceptee, I have to be 'bullied' and live up to her high expectations.
Guess our preceptor and preceptee relationship would be soured and more likely I won't pass my probation and get confirmed. Really don't understand why I always kanna such un-reasonable and mean supervisor... So depressing...

Now for my resolutions:
1) Improve my married life and relationship with Baku
2) Start planning for 10 May 2008
3) Hopefully able to maintain in Northern Hope even though the loopholes are beginning to surface.
4) May have to start controlling my temper as Baku says my temper is getting bad to worst

Life Of A NIC

This week, I am finally taking on the role of the NIC (nurse in-charge). So far so good but lots of my colleagues have been taking MCs and that has somehow affected the work load. The work load is also heavier than usual as it is the end of the year, thus, many people have been trying to their annual health screenings done.
I am also 2 weeks from my confirmation. Kind of not sure if I would be confirmed or not. I feel that I still have a lot to learn and I am unsure if I have fulfilled Sharon's standard or not since she had once told me that she has higher expectation of me as I am her preceptee...
I suffer from low self-esteem...

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas Peeps!
Just a simple update, Baku had just bought a VCD series called 'Xiao Yu Er Yu Hua Wu Que'. It is the same show that is shown at 7pm on weekends. It is very touching, all talking about true love, courage and kinship. Almost cried a few times...
I have also been unwell for the past few days vomitting and had gastric problems...

Latest update: I have completed the VCD series within 2 days with sleeping for 8hrs in total of these 2 days. Hurray! Another accomplishment of another VCD series completed aside from 'Huan Zhu Ge Ge'. That was like 2 or 3 years back bah... Muahahahaha...

Nail Infection

My last fingernail had been almost 'detached' from my nail bed due to my rough-ness in behaviour. Luckily, the doctor said that there is nothing serious and just asked me to be careful in the mean-time.
Anyway, had our company's christmas buffet dinner at Sakura located at Downtown East. Pretty nice with a wide spread of food items, ranging from Japanese style to raw seafood, from Chinese Boiled Soups to Shark's Fin. Yummy. Ate to my heart's content and not to forget the Ben's and Jerry peppermint ice-cream... MMMM....
Working from 0930hrs to 11oohrs tomorrow. Yes, special... Haha...

Sweet Lyrics

Tu Amor

Mi amor
I'm not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain
What I feel in my heart
What I feel more each day
How to make you see
How to let you now
How to say how to say how I love you so
With words you understand
Words that get right through to your heart
Here's the place to start
Tu amor, I will always be
Tu amor, means the world to me
Estarás siempre en mi corazón
You're the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor
Mi amor love you more with each look in your eyes
Maybe these simple words will do best to best describe
What I feel in my heart
What I'll feel for all time
How to make you see
How to let you now I need you
With words you understand
Words that get through to your soul
Words that will let you now
You're the one that I need in my arms
Believe me these words
I say are words that come straight from my heart
How do I make you believe
Nothing else means as much as what you mean to me



Music Video:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FurDjsCzn0w

Xmas Nail Colour

My new manicure colour. Haha.. after 2 months I am still keeping my acyrlic nails...

The manicurist says the colour I am using are their latest Christmas colours. LOL!

My cousin getting ROM on Wednesday, not sure if I am invited. Maybe not as I am not on very good or close terms with her anyway.

What The Bible Teaches About Marriages

1 Peter 3:1-5, 7
In the same way, you wives must accept the authority of your husbands, even those who refuse to accept the Good News. Your godly lives will speak to them better than any words. They will be won over by watching your pure, godly behavior.
Don't be concerned about the outward beauty ... You should be known for the beauty that comes from within, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is so precious to God ... In the same way, you husbands must give honor to your wives. Treat her with understanding as you live together. She may be weaker than you are, but she is your equal partner in God's eyes.

Gen. 2:18, 21-24
The Lord God said, 'It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him'...and while he was sleeping, he took one of the man's ribs and closed up the place with flesh.
Then the Lord God made a woman from the rib he had taken out of the man, and he brought her to the man. The man said, 'This is now bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh; she shall be called 'woman,' for she was taken out of man.' For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh.

Therefore, marriage was designed for companionship and intimacy.

Eph. 5:23-32
For a husband is the head of his wife as Christ is the head of his body, the church; he gave his life to be her Savior. As the church submits to Christ, so you wives must submit to your husbands in everything.
And you husbands must love your wives with the same love Christ showed the church. He gave up his life for her to make her holy and clean, washed by baptism and God's word. He did this to present her to himself as a glorious church without a spot or wrinkle or any other blemish. Instead, she will be holy and without fault. In the same way, husbands ought to love their wives as they love their own bodies. For a man is actually loving himself when he loves his wife. No one hates his own body but lovingly cares for it, just as Christ cares for his body, which is the church. And we are his body.
As the Scriptures say, "A man leaves his father and mother and is joined to his wife, and the two are united into one." This is a great mystery, but it is an illustration of the way Christ and the church are one

Roles:
• Husbands - love and sacrifice.
• Wives - submit.

Recently, my marriage life ain't that great as I had always wanted it to be... *sigh*

Sick...

I am sick.
Down with flu.
Must be from my dad.
Didn't take MC.
Must be stress and lack of Vitamin C
*ah-choo* *sniff sniff*


Suffered a little set-back yesterday.
I don't wanna to ever mention it again.
It is settle already, had a good talk.
Everything is fine now.
Thanks to those who had showed their concerns.

Changed my NRIC address last night.
Decided to give it a try again.
Give it a second chance.
If it fails again.
Devastation!

SCV Starhub

Hurray! From today onwards, I would get to watch SCV at Baku's place. He has subscribed to SCV from Starhub. Sounds childish but I wanted Disney Channel and Discovery Channel on the SCV. LOLx.
Did my eyebrows and lips today. Doubt Baku would notice it anyway as he is always very not observant by nature. Can't be bothered with me as usual, only interested in his WWE on the SCV. Hopefully, I would look good enough for the up-coming weddings of my two cousins, one next week and the other in January. Haiz, ai mei is part of a woman's life and to be trying to be as beautiful as possible is a woman's forte.
By the way, in order to beat the GST hike, Baku promised me that we would be searching as well as booking the wedding gown package by end of January 2007. Would be wondering will he remember his promise. He is a very fickled mind person and not very stable...

If only it's so easy to love,
Jesus would not have to sacrifice his precious life just to show His simple and pure love for us.
How truthful are you?
How pure is your love?
I have never want to find out the truth.
Coz I love you true.
Perhaps I should let the by-gones be lifted up and carried away by the wind
Coz the more you try, the more it hurts.

The above words are so true and somehow it speaks my heart... Thanks to the person who created these words that really expresses how I feel these days...

Nice Lyrics...

Precious moments
When will I see you again
When will we share precious moments
Will I have to wait forever
Will I have to suffer
And cry the whole night through?
When will I see you again
When will our hearts beat together?
Are we in love or just friends?
Is this my beginning
or is this the end?
When will I see you again?

I'm A Survivor!

I finally survived my 14.5hrs shift yesterday and earned myself an extra day off. Anyway, Ivy is on MC and would be back next week. Wow... so long. So shiok, work 4hrs only this week... What to do, people already kanna her confirmation already, so can ya-ya papaya already.
Anyway, yesterday throughout the whole day I was freaking tired as well as man-zhan... Fiza was also tired out although she wasn't on full shift like me. Kavita was in much discomfort due to her pregnancy, guess she would be on MC again today, leaving me much alone to handle the afternoon shift. Thus, another tired day at work today again... By the way, I don't even know when I would be able to claim my extra day off with so much stuff and MCs going on at my work place. *Sigh* My life just sux!!!

8am ~ 1030pm Work

I am going to try what my company calls a full shift tomorrow as Ivy would be on MC. Full shift would mean that I start work at 0800hrs and end work at 2230hrs (provided work can be finished on time). That is equavilent to 14.5hrs of work! I must be insane to have accepted this arrangement but poor Jolie has already did that kind of shift for 2 days now. She is freaking drained out by now. Ivy has been on MC since Monday and only came to work for 4hours today before going back home leaving tons of unfinished stuff for Sherry, Fiza and me to clear up...
Went for Jack's Place at Compass Point for dinner today to 'reward' and 'console' myself. However, I was not satisfied with the dinner... Rejected my steak 3 times!!!! Chao Ta Steak!!! First it was medium-well. Then, it was nearly well done but still had blood flowing from the surface. Lastly, it was chao-ta! The manager was not even professional and said that chao-ta is his defination of well done... Gosh!

Thanks To Geraldine

My blog layout was changed within 15mins, all thanks to Geraldine. She is a totally genius compared to me who knows nuts about HTMLs and those 'codes'.

Thanks ger! :) Remember, I owe you a meal...

Sinful Indulgences

Papa came back from China on Thursday and bought this bottle of Bailey's. However, I didn't know that this bottle of Bailey's exist in my house. It wasn't until Saturday night, while watching WWE with Baku, did this green bottle caught my attention. Sorry eh, green labels on any new bottles or drink catches my eye... Maybe only Ky, Baku and Geraldine would know the reason why. LOL!

Anyway, my eyes lit up when I read the label on the Bailey's and was even more thrilled to try it. Normally, I don't like Bailey because of the Irish Cream but this time, I was so excited to try it... Thus, I asked my dad for permission to open it, poured the contents in shooter cup, added a cube of ice, swirled it with the ice and drank it down in one shot... Yummy... Delicious!!! Yes, taste better than Grasshopper but still incomparable to Geraldine's specially concocted Heavenly Senses for me. Heehee, I really miss her Heavenly Senses a lot. This drink would probably rank second in my ultimate indulgences list of alcoholic drinks. First, would still be Heavenly Senses.

Back to work tomorrow, the weekend just flew by so fast. Another 5.5 days of work before the weekend arrives again. *sigh* Ivy would be on MC tomorrow. Baku and I are guessing that she probably is chao-kenging cause she only informed my supervisor at 2230hrs this evening. Kind of last minute. I feel that if she was really unwell, she should have informed my supervisor earlier to look for someone to cover her duties. So last minute and late already, how to find 'substitute'? My guess is that my supervisor would be covering her duties tomorrow again. Poor Jolie. We are so lack manpower...

Circumcision

ADVANTAGES OF A FULLY FUNCTIONAL FORESKIN:

1)To cover and bond with the synechia so as to permit the development of the mucosal surface of the glanspenis and inner foreskin.

2)To protect the infant's glans from feces and urine ammonia in diapers.

3)To protect the glans from friction and abrasion for a lifetime.

4)To keep the glans moisturized and soft with emollient oils.

5)To lubricate the glans

6)To coat the glans with a waxy protective substance.

7)To provide sufficient skin to cover the erection by unfolding and stretching.

8)To provide an aid to masturbation and foreplay.

9)To serve as an aid to penetration.

10)To reduce friction and chafing during intercourse.

11)To serve as erogenous tissue because of its rich supply of erogenous receptors.



In the end, I really wonder why Muslims must have their boy circumcised. The child wakes up in so much pain, having fear of pain when passing urine and screaming when cleansing is done even with normal saline or chlorhexidine... *sigh*

We Live In Singapura

Sang Nila, Utama
Saw a lion, alamak
Name the village Singapura, then run very far

Years later, ang mor came
Stamford Raffles was his name
Posed for statues very nice, we kenna colonize

(instru)

Singapura very strong
Big guns all, pointing wrong
Japanese, came on bikes, invade us from our backside

War is over, ang mor back
Singaporeans no respect
Commies come, make a fuss, Singapore independance!

CHORUS
I live in Singapura
It’s not perfect living
But at least it’s interesting
I live in Singapura
Though it’s kind of crazy
We win other country

David Marshall, Lim Yew Hock
National Anthem starts to rock
Yusof Ishak the big man, guess who’s PM?

Malaysia say, come join me
Two of us be same country
Then not happy, Then make PM cry

PM Lee lead country
Build jurong and HDB
Made the country clean and green, opposition cannot win

JB Jeya no more funds,
Chee Soon Juan won’t eat his buns
Lim How Doong, what a goon, ‘Don’t talk cock’ in parliament

CHORUS
I live in Singapura
It’s not perfect living
But at least it’s interesting
I live in Singapura
Though its kind of crazy
We win other country

Kick out from Malaysia Cup
Michael Faye pain in the butt
S-League, Tea Dancing, Ah Bengs love Modern Talking

McDonalds Hello Kitty
Everyone drink Bubble tea
Crushing cockroach Margaret Chan, James Lye is VR Man

(instru)

Reclaimation, Tuas Causeway
Malaysian water buay ho sei
Mahathir’s friend Datuk Anwar, Mathathir says he’s chow Ah Qua

NDP, aunties rush
Everyone it’s fun to flush
Bubble gums are all banned, ask your friends buy from thailand

CHORUS
I live in Singapura
It’s not perfect living
But at least it’s interesting
I live in Singapura
Though its kind of crazy
We win other country

Driving car, not funny
Bid on cars with C-O-E
E-R-P, Road Tax, PARF until I want to barf

Why our locals have to pay?
Foreign talent are okay
Housing estate upgrade
by contractors who go pok kai

IMF must follow
Want to protest, go indoors
M-R-T not so fast
Newater they laugh at us

I live in Singapura
It’s not perfect living
But at least it’s in-teresting
I live in Singapura
Though its kind of crazy
We win other country

Baby bonus, maid levy
Singtel Shares give out for free
Jack Neo, Kit Chan, sexy pastor Ho Yeow Sun

Beckham parties with models
Has affair but no one knows
S-league, go world cup, can come true if they don’t suck

Mahathir then Abdullah
Bar top dancing at the bars
Budget airlines start to pa (ie fight) Stop speaking Singlish lah

Gay is okay says PM
SM Lee becomes MM
PM Lee the same name, here we go all over again.

WE LIVE IN SINGAPURA!